3:30a.m. in Singapore. appreciating the late luciano pavarotti's music. quite awesome i must say. well, i'm always into the classical genre.

i need to wake up in another 3 hours time. here i am writing down my thoughts as i felt a need to. it has been very disorganised.

i miss Joanne. she's my girlfriend. i called her earlier but she's sleeping. I feel lonely but I don't blame her. She's tired. We've been spending a lot of time together this few days. i'm afraid this kind of happy moments don't last cause i've to work hard. work hard to achieve what i want in life. i'm quite stressed over this. i'm working as a financial adviser now. this job that i'm in is quite tough at the beginning, which is where i am currently. i have to build a strong clientele base to substain a living. many rejections before that though. and i'm too egoistic. too much pride in me. makes it hard for me to approach my friends. much say about work..

i miss maomao.

TODAY IS MY LAST DAY OF NATIONAL SERVICE!

To dearest,

     I've seen a many dead bodies. It doesn't make me inhuman. I still feel for those loved ones closing to eternity sleep. But I know no matter how reluctant I want them to leave, they have to. Nevertheless, you'll never be forgotten and always missed.

                                                                                                 With Love.

why pimple why? you always come and go at the wrong time. everytime when there is an occasion, i'll see you. when will u stop popping? today? tomorrow? ah forget it, u'll never understand how i feel. i will squeeze u.

crap i hate it. insomnia night.

going to work now. argh...

well.. an hour ago, i was making my way to cineleisure for "night in the museum"  together with ruben, daniel and kenneth. i guess too much tv is really bad for us. after seen the show "fast and furious", i intend to drift my way through every corners.

road condition: slippery
car condition: old
driver condition: superb

i'm making a 100km/h turn on a wet surface. i gave a full lock to the left. it seems that i'll be able to make it through. i accelerated. i can feel the shaft is out of control. rear tyres giving in alot of pressure, front tyres gave way, up the kerb i go, knocking down 1 tree, spined 180 degrees, stopped. i guess i didnt make it this time. i fucking got into an accident la!

seek help from my dad. called my home. inform everyone necessary to know. tow crew came, drag my car away. that's it.

i am safe and sound. the car? gone...

So, its all about like and love.
I'm more well-liked than well-loved.
Appreciated that.